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“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.” -Anonymous
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Today,

is going to be a really hectic day.

can turn out to be the worst day of my life,

can also turn out to be the night I enjoy with New Town, at such a nice place to add to it.

is the day we’ll see if spending all our $$ will be worth it.

I really hope it’s worth it.

at 3-4 A.M, amazingly awake still.

at 3-4 A.M, amazingly awake still.

Happy Birthday ;)

Happy Birthday ;)

A few pictures over the days..

Ah yes I’m glad because VICKI AND I GOT THE JOB HAHAHA HELLO CASH HELLO SHOPPING HELLO PROM WHICH IS COMING NEXT WEEK

AND HELLO SLEEPOVERS WITH SHARON & ASHLEY TMR AND THE NIGHT AFTER AND HELLO JINYAN’S PARTY GOD I AM HIGH AND HELLO CLASS GATHERING ;)

Life’s good, so many things ahead. Tried on a pair of heels today for like barely a minute and a blister appeared. Gonna have to continue searching..

Last paper tomorrow!

Last paper tomorrow!! And a whole lot of packing.. Looked at the L1R5 cut-off website here: http://sis.moe.gov.sg/schinfo/html/JCAggregateRange.htm

Means I need 10 points or less to get into a good JC, as you can see the next JC would be Tampines and Jurong which are so damn far I don’t want to go so far ): (only exception would be SAJC). I think I am screwed I am starting to worry BUT exams are ending yay ;)

I have a very bad feeling I will do very badly for humanities and english. But heck, I’ll worry about those on results day.

Hahahaha Pictures Spamz, eh we did study too okay, did 200++ MCQs. :D

Evident from this: (P.S. Not on Purpose.)

Can’t wait for next week. Major shopping dates, hanging out, sleepovers etc ;) Excited.

This week: Moving Weekends, and probably Charissa’s Birthday Party(A chance to pass everyone all their belated presents if I can get them by then >;-/)

Sleeepy.

COME ON BE OVER ALREADY?!?!?!? I am tired and I want my peace.

P.S. Chinese sucked today, but I’m glad it’s over, need not touch it for a long time hopefully!

Hahahahah, my room has been this state for the past 3-4 days.. This is the reason why I hate packing and why I WANT TO MOVE OUT NOW!!

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Not really my kind of song, but I love Leona Lewis’ songs.

CMON BE OVER ALREADY!!

‘O’ Levels are about to come to an end, FINALLY RIGHT?!?!?!? I’ve been so stressed out lately after every single paper, well now, I’ve put in my best of efforts and we’ll let the results do the talking.. managed to stay strong and pray ;)

I’ve got tonz of things to look forward to okay!! >:-) Damndamndamn lotz. I can’t wait til this week is OFFICIALLY over

PS: self proclaimed end of O levels on Friday LOL.

Anyway, yesterday, Sharon and I went to Orchard road to shop, and then, at Ion she lost her POSB Card. Like, we bought flats then came out to go to Bershika(Is that how you spell it?) to buy something, 5 minutes only, and it was gone!!!! So we had to walk to Taka & line up a helluva long time to get a replacement card.. .. ..

..

..

Only to find out that she dropped it at the Bershika when we went back there.

I’m okay with it actually BUT I BET SHARON WANTED TO KILL HERSELF AT THAT TIME, could’ve spent the time & 5 bucks for replacement to go shop more and walk less.. well brisk walking was fun.

I WANNA MOVE OUT NOWNAONIAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I thought.. and thought and thought.. I was willing to give it all up.. then I realised this is a battle I have to win for myself, and not for you. The disappointment was overwhelming, but I’ve been there, and done that all before. The conversation got stale, your words forgotten.. We could’ve been better than this.

Thinking,

One down. Screw letter writing k I never write address & I feel it’s not up to standard. Dreams of getting A for English just faded away I suppose ): Miracles, please, I need.

Okay, I need to be more serious. Computer’s going on holiday for 1-3 weeks tops.

God where’s my motivation to study?

Achieving is believing; Thanks for believing in me.

For the time-being, a long time,

I’ll be a free spirit.

Because I don’t see the point of stressing over things when I don’t have a clear state of mind. In fact I’m still at that stage of confusion; no where near lucid.

Just 10 more days to O levels, and honestly, I just want to focus. Now I know why I want to do well, and it’s definitely not to please my parents. It’s for my future. I’ve failed so many times; I can’t afford it anymore.

Goodbye world, Hello worries & strife. This is the real deal.

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